yay!!!ive got the part of sarah in the syf play!!!!!!!!this is like the 1st time ive got a lead/major part in a play!!!!!yay!!!so aniwae b4 dat during sch,i was realli feeling low,cos ive lost someone's bk,hu specificly told me to take gd care of it cos she hasnt read it yet.so aniwae after she loan me the bk yesterday i opened the bk n dere was a handwritten note fr her mum n at the end it said,'love,mummy'.i tink it was a present fr her mum.n somehow,during yesterday i lost it!!!i duno where i put it.inside the studion or at the bench or at the physical fitness area!!!shoot.ive been praying real hard but i duno if its working.i feel soooooooo bad.how cld i lose a bk like dat?!!!!shoots.i felt like crying b4 drama.
but getting the sarah part brightened me up alot.i m happy.happier than i tot il be.so yay!!!thank God for it.i was praying for God to give me the part if i wld do a gd job and handle my studies,so now that ive got the part it means that i will be able to do it,so i must now put in lots of effort..i will persevere.i hope n pray il find the bk.everyone else,pls pray for me too k?
7:28:00 pm
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
we haf 4 CAs nxt wk.4 CAs!!im utterly stressed now.depressed beyond depressed cos of the a-math ca today.throughout the hole paper i was like,'im screwed im screwed oh shit'.i nvr knew a math cld be that hard.i realised that there's too many things to study for n so little time.there's a feeling of apprehension n stress n anxiousness present in my body since the a math test.i feel like vomitting n there this quesiness in my stomach that will just not go away!i wish i cld just say
STOP
n take a break from life.n u noe wat the bad thing is?its only the 4TH week of sch n im feeling like dis.u noe wat the worst thing is?sheng jie found a WHITE HAIR on me!a WHITE!HAIR!shit i must be realli realli stressed!though it was like 5cm white starting from the tip,but still its white!!!ive nvr been dis stressd in my life.even for psle!!!!shitty-shit.
aniwae on a lighter note,we had drama today.got the script for syf.its abt marriagequite nice.tried out for the role of arah,the ditzy,happy cousin of tracy,the story the girl is abt.chose her cos first of all she has like the fewest lines,n 2ndly shes the only character i tink i cld do.so aniwae i kinda got shortlisted for the role.me,yasmin n priya.duno hu will get,oth r gd.i tot abigail was the best but she didnt get picked :( the reading of the script actualli took my mind of stress for a while.reali thankful for that.tmr the cast will be announced.there's only like 7,8 or 9 parts so i wonder hu will get it.aiya if i get picked i'll be happy,if i dun't than il do lighting,which i hope will be easy.
8:17:00 pm
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
sometimes i tink its just the pretty girls who get the luck.unfairness!just cos they're pretty,ppl make exceptions for them,ppl like them,ppl tend to just gravitate to them,both guys n girls.just cos they're pretty!!i mean wat sense is dere in dat?some pretty girls r just plain b-i-t-c-h-y n mean,but do u tink ppl care?nope.most of the time dey dun.the pretty girls just tend to get the best guys.sheesh. aniwae i find it increasingly hard to keep my moral values these days..like to not lie,to keep my words kinda pure(though i do use shit n idiot in my dictionary,though i dun really tink they're bad words),to follow rules that r gd for me, in other words just being a good christian.but sometimes ppl just make it sooooo hard.like the other day,i was asking some frens abt dun they feel bad wen dey lie to their parents,n one of them told me "ppl hu dun lie dun get far in life". i was sumhow insulted by what she said cos my moral values mean alot to me,n to haf someone actually criticise my way of living,isnt something i take quite likely.so i retorted,'well at least i'l go to heaven',n no one answered to that.looking back i dun tink i shd haf said dat cos we r all of diff religions,so it wasnt a very nice thing to say,n besides how sure am I that im going to heaven?i mean im 100% sure i must believe in jesus Christ to get to heaven,but how if i die,wen im in one of my angry ready to kill mood?die...aiya dis is giving me a headache.im going off.ta-ta!!
6:20:00 pm
Sunday, January 16, 2005
im in such a foul mood today.the foulest of the foulest.the worse mood ive ever been dis yr.stupid sisters of mine.they refuse to do house work n i have to do it.n wen my mum comes home,who does she scold?me!idiots they r i tell u.i feel like screaming.who do they tink i m?their maid?sheesh!
1:54:00 pm
Friday, January 14, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALANNA JOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my sis is 12 today.may God bless her with tolerance n patience so that she will stop screaming at us.haha..but most of all may He bless her with faith,one of the most wonderful-est gifts in d world!!
10:12:00 pm
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
i wrote like half a post yesterday den b4 cld save it,the computer decided to terminate my internet connection,so my whole post is gone.n dere's no way im gonna write everything all over again.so too bad. i was not happy today.normally im happy everyday.no teen angst problems except for an occassional one.but today someone spoiled my mood in d morning.n poof!all my happiness flowed out of me.i mean i noe i shdnt let anyone make me feel sad just like dat.but somehow i did.n i just wasnt happy,not really sad.but just not happy.know that feeling?well i hate it,so i hope im happy once again tmr :)
7:22:00 pm
Sunday, January 02, 2005
so its oficially 2005 now..its the 2nd day already.time flies by..so aniwae 2004 was a great yr.made tons of friends..was quite a gd christian..studied hard in term1 n 2..lets not tok abt term 3 n 4..adopted mr.princess..generally had a fun yr.im reali thankful for 2004..hope 2005's just as gd,or even better!
went to the new creation church today.1st time dere..cos the last time my family went,i just couldnt wake up..so aniwae service was great!!!makes me wana live my life for God now!!!it was abt learning to let go,as in leave everything to God.do not worry abt stuff,He will take care of everything so ya..il just leave it to God to make me get 6pts for the o-levels..haha...so anyway onto my new yr's resolutions now,i shall make some now..
1~~*to be a GREAT student,do my hmwk,determind,hardworking,perservering til aft the o levels. 2~~*to let go.give God full control of my life. 3~~*to save money 4~~*to file my wksheets 5~~*to be a gd daughter 6~~*to walk in faith with Christ 7~~*to stick to all my plans n keep my resolutions n not break them like i do every year
yup,2005 will be a gd yr!praise the Lord!:)
1:38:00 pm
riane*
*riane brittany francisco *born on the 1st of july 1989 *eurasian *i believe in Christ *ex-tkgian *4e7'05 *ex-SAJCian of 06S18 *MJC now! 06S302
*loves
~God! ~mr.princess ~dots ~salt ~mr.snowy who has gone home to be with the Lord ~glitter ~pedicures,manicures! ~beautiful beaches ~animals ~friends ~daydreams ~fun
Soul Music*
at the moment the song i'm in love with:
Gwen Stefani- the Sweet Escape
Jimmy Eat World- The Middle
ya i noe this one's old,but its the one keeping me going at the moment =)
you're currently listening to
and i'm lusting after
*that pretty white camera
*a new phone that sony ericsson cyber-shot one
*a room makeover
*a whole new glam wardrobe.
